So, I watched a Korean Drama entitled Melting Me Softly, a story about a man and women took part in cryonic experiment (frozen in capsule) in 1999 to be thawed after 24 hours but the professor incharged got into a planned car explosion. However, his assistant managed to save him when the culprit believed he had died and he was in coma. Only after 20 years, the professor woke up by accident with some of his memory returned for a while and revived the couple back. Although after that he regained his conciousness but he lost most of his memories.
The couple woke up in confusion seeing realizing it has been already 20 years past. Although all their surrounding has been aging, but they maintained young, only the ID card can prove their real age. Ok so to cut it short, they fall in love and things get difficult as their body temperature was lowered down to 31.5 due to a modified protein injected to them, beyond that temperature, it will be fatal for them.
Watching this just reminded me how my time was frozen and I woke up when everything has changed but the fact that I am alone in the 'capsule', everything around me can no longer fit it. I can't fit in the society. It is either I am too behind, or I am too forward. My biological age is not congruent with my mental age.
Nobody can ever understand, because I may be seem normal and has achievement but in fact, it just a mere surviving skills that I try to convince even to myself, that I am doing good. When in reality, I just barely survived.
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