Happiness

Hey, it has been quite a time I do not write anything in this blog. Today, I just feel like want to write about happiness. 

There is one point in my life that I feel so happy, feeling so occupied with my life and people around me, feeling that I am worth it and valuable to some people. I just feel blessed that I have been acknowledge. But after some time, when I know, it is not temporary, it fades eventually.

I thought I have found my happiness, but I forgot that I cannot rely my happiness on people. I can’t beg too much nor care too much to seek happiness from human being. I want to, but at the end, I know it will only make me feel like I am begging for something unreal and untrue.

Hmm. It’s okay. May us all find our own happiness one day, but for now, let me enjoy my temporary happiness of buying stuff for myself. Yeay!

I have bought a new pink Logitech keyboard. Omg I love it! It is so aesthetic and cute and I feel like I want to bite it. Haha. Last time I bought a bluetooth keyboard which it came together with the ipad casing. But after a few months, some of the key is not functioning. That’s the problem when you buy non-original item. Ha padan muka kau Amalina. Adeh. Lepas tu, geram sebab tak boleh nak taip dah, ha ada duit lebih sikit, tu yang beli keyboard ni. Ha, puas hati!

So, that’s the current thing that can give me happiness, buying stuff for myself. Yeayy!

Oklah takde apa, random je. Bye!

Oh ya, just a quick update for myself in the future, I feel so blessed that I my application for PTPTN exception repayment for first class degree have been accepted. At least, I don’t have to add on the debt to my life. Sobs. Huhu. 

Oh, and another thing, Husna come out with a random idea to start a small business and we had a random brainstorming last night. I hope it went well! Dah lama nak rasa ada business partner cause I easily feel demotivated when doing my business alone. Dah pernah try dah. But it never last long because I have other commitment. Now, dua-dua tengah study jugak, so both of us should know how to make this happen. Insha allah.

“Husna kenal tak brand Calaqisya? Suka betul tengok business family dorang buat sama-sama. Beli rumah sebelah-sebelah dan berjiran adik beradik”

“Ok jom! Kita berjiran sampai syurga!”

*Insert glassy eye emoji